我在其所,柔温之笑,使我无以泣。
我欲无哭,是为其笑,临彼如日容。
哦一点,为之释。以胜冰之世。
於此,予未尝屏恶也,而吾塑像以反遣。
於是不恶也,固代我忍。
当此世何时止。…吾不宜居此。
吾前系于前,吾后未来一织于后,虽其未来远矣。
吾终得其愿、幻之晦。
以其亦吾愿也。
--------------------------------道世。
Thisprayernolongerhassympathy.
Myprayerswereinvain,butmytearsinexplicablyhadapowerfulimpact.
However,Idon'twanttocryanymorebecausehestoodtherewatchingme,andhisgentleandwarm**ilemadeitimpossibleformetoshedtears.
Ilongnottocry,butto**ilelikehimandapproachthatradiantfigurelikethesun.
Oh,comecloser,evenifImelt,becauseittriumphsoverthiscoldworld.
Oh,I'mnotevil,butI'vebeenmoldedintoavillain.
Oh,he'snotevil,butheinsistsonenduringallofthisonmybehalf.
Whenwillthisworldend.Weshouldn'tliveinsuchaplace.
Ourfutureisahead,myfutureisintertwinedwithhisfuture,eventhoughhisfutureisfaraway.
Iwillultimatelyfulfillhiswishes,fantasies,andaspirations.
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